Playing with subjects in Egg Tempera and then the Frame

Pink Pussy and POTUS, egg tempera on panel, 16 x 23

Back in the studio after almost a six week (forced) hiatus.  It was visitors, visits, housework, laundry, cooking and clean-up and flu that stopped play but as soon as I was able to, I was back: finishing things, and getting to things I'd been thinking about.  I've put them up in the order I completed them, from most recent to oldest.  If you have seen me in the last few years you will know that I have become something of a militant middle-aged sceptic about the state of the Union. Is this an appropriate subject for the media I chose? Should I work bigger, develop the idea to include more plonkers?

Orchid and Bowl, egg tempera on sintopia ground on paper, laid on card, 15x21cm

In this one, I wanted to focus on two of the most beautiful objects (orchid and bowl) that made their way into my studio over Christmas. As presents, I got a silverpoint holder, some pieces of silver in varying sizes and sinopia, cassein gesso, that is meant to work well with silverpoint.

I painted several pieces of paper with a few layers of sinopia and composed what later became this egg tempera.  At the National Portrait I saw that the Pre-Raphaelites painted with egg tempera on paper, so thought, why not? Until I had built up a few layers, even after I'd glued it to a board, I found that it wasn't as nice a surface to work on as my rabbit skin glue/gesso panels, but ultimately, it worked well and I like the outcome. Using a matt and framing an egg tempera drawing under glass will be a different type of experiment.

Christopher Lucas, egg tempera on panel, 16 x 23 cm,

Christopher sat for me months ago and I never could find the time to complete the portrait. I dedicated myself to doing this over the first two days back in the studio.  The real piece is richer than this. I like the way I have made him recogniseable but stayed loose. His hands are key to the painting, I think.

I dropped off for the Pastel Society early in Jan but that drawing was not ultimately successful.  Last week I dropped off for round two selection of the Royal Society of British Painters (RBA). The painting above died in a white frame so, working with Jo Hollis we decided on this ornate frame. As I had a pair, I framed them in the same way.  I hear tomorrow. 

While at the Gaugin, with Gabriella, I noticed the space above subjects.  Gaugin played with this.  I found this painting very difficult to resolve because of the space above, but will try to find the fun in point of view in the coming months and think of Gaugin!

The Discerning Eye 2019!

So every time I get selected for a London exhibition I am elated. The Discerning Eye at the Mall Galleries was one of the highlights of 2019.  I went down to the exhibition with Patrick early on the Thursday of the Artists' PV.  Parker Harris had already contacted me to tell me that I had sold my opened book, We Know that Light. I hadn't know there was PV before the PV...Because of GDPR, I will probably never know who bought the piece so I won't be able to imagine it in the future, but of course I was delighted.  

What was equally exciting was finding that Kwame Kwei-Armah had chosen my piece for his wall.  You can find out more about Kwame here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kwame_Kwei-Armah

I loved the way he curated his part of the space and felt he told a story with his choices. 

I barely spoke to anyone at the PV, which is not my usual way, but earlier in the day I met a few people who stopped and looked intently at my drawing.  I saw lots of engagement with it, which was fun. Part of the reason I didn't speak to much of anyone except a fellow artist, Cathy Cooper, (who I'd met at the drop off and whose work was in Gill Button's selection),  was because there was a fire alarm and not a practice… so we all had to file out and wait until they discovered that it had been triggered by someone vaping in the toilet. 

We didn't let it dampen our spirit.

On the train going back I read Kwame's comments in the exhibition booklet: 

This Thursday I went back to see the show another time. I wanted to look at Kwame's wall in particular and to think about what in my work made Kwame choose it.  There were still plenty of people visiting, but I did manage to find a lull to take photos of Kwame's wall.

I noticed the breadth of Kwame's choices. There was the black and white wall which was beautiful in its quiet.  It ranged from isolation to race and was strong and graphic.

To the left of the B & W grouping, and what felt like the middle of the wall,  Helen Stone's One of Many, an evocative tactile sculpture, a child's jacket with tags spoke to me of how we won't share our world with everyone. Below the jacket, three beautiful paintings of people from the asylum.

To the left, Kwame has chosen lots of people, juxtaposed to spaces. Skin, faces, expressive, Brexit, the people we share the world with, a beautiful world, a barren world, a built up world, a broken down world. 

A pair of shoes, abstracted colour , an internal landscape... 

my work 4th from left

Perhaps Kwame chose my piece because of the colour, the view and the title which seems to admit that we all share the experience of living with all the inhabitants of the earth.  And man, isn't that light amazing!

Here we go again… It's time to choose between three!

Colour After Frost, egg tempera on panel, 23 x1 6 cm

Dahlia for Remembrance, egg tempera on panel, 26 x 20 cm

We Three Kings II, egg tempera on panel, 26 x 20 cm

If you follow my blog you will know that this summer I had two pieces selected by the RBA.  The selection process has come around again very quickly… they have moved the RBA's date back to its usual slot.  For the RBA, this change back was desireable and that means I need to choose something to submit by the end of this month.  These are my three most recent egg tempera pieces. I can submit more than two pieces but I have 'capped' my submissions at two. Which two do you think I should submit? 

Self Portrait in a Still Life

The Happy Couple and some of the Collection, pastel on board, 24x18cm

The things that I use as inspiration and motifs are part of me.  About thirty years ago my mother hooked me a wedding rug.  It is in our bedroom, underfoot.  My sister's is on her wall.  Mine is worn.  My sister's is pristine.  I know mine by touch. 

There's alot to think about when composing a drawing or painting.  The first thing is WHO IS THIS FOR? Although I do the occasional commission, for the most part my work is for me and then to show.  If I am lucky and I really like what I'm making, someone else usually does too.  My audience likes different things so I have scope to experiment and work in different media and motifs. Yesterday i wanted to have fun and steep myself in some of my favourite colours.

What I am working on begins with a question, or a puzzle or a delight or some colours that I need to fix in time.  Yesterday (and today's) drawing was about me, for sure, but it was also about where I came from, who I am here with and what I like, mostly.  As I chose objects I wanted to create a window into my life, how I see myself.  I began with the rug. I found a way to make a backdrop of the rug, first, then I began choosing objects. They were about eye height… boxes stacked on a plant stand with a piece of ply on top and then fabric, scarves, stuff.

My still life was going to be colourful, a bit whimsical, maybe frivolous but also solid and dependable (the apple and the book).  The story would be convoluted but pleasant with a little repetition and lots of pattern. It was so much fun to make!  My mother had made the aesthetic decisions in her rug and I was collaging the beautiful objects that are in my life already to compliment them.

Rudbeckia Robin and Pumpkin, egg tempera on panel, 26 x 20 cm

I know it's autumn by the colours I see, the colour I am drawn to and the way it is that much darker all the time. I began his egg tempera over the weekend and worked a little more on it this afternoon once I returned from life drawing. I wanted to create the lush feeling of each of the objects and to situate them in an autumnal setting. I Love the work of Hosep Pushman https://elle-belle10.livejournal.com/1941548.html and although my work looks nothing like his, I think of it as I work, often.

As usual, I nearly gave up repeatedly.  I would ask myself: Why can't a create a feeling of equilibrium? Even though the vase isn't quite in the centre is it too much in the centre? Which hour of light do I want to settle on? Do those rudbeckia need to be just the way I see them? Why is a cake stand used as a fruit bowl so darned difficult to draw?

I thought I'd include a very early version so you can see how much I change as I go on… how loose I start and how bad at drawing I can be!

And above was what I was looking at until I added the orange on the right to help satisfy my wandering eye.

A few new opened books

Villa Fiorita, pastel on book pages, 29 x 20cm

When I first started making opened books I remember someone saying that it would scare them to begin drawing on the prepared supports. they worried that if it were them they would 'ruin' the page.

Getting the page ready for my image does take time… First I have to find the book; then I need to find the pages that might speak to something I look at.  Next I have to prepare the books.  These days I like to take pages out of the books so I can have additional pages to work on, so I scan the pages as I go through the book, looking for words and ideas, cut pages out, and then glue them all together.  Once that's done, I press the opened book between books to flatten and dry, I use clear gesso on the top pages then mask and coat the pages with some pastel ground mixed with a colour. It's a couple of hours just to the point to beginning a drawing. 

Luckily a simple eraser removes my marks if I don't like what I do, so 'ruining' a page isn't a problem.

The Blue Hills, pastel on book pages, 30 x 21cm

One of my collectors wants a few more of these books so I am seeing what I can come up with. I have been going through my sketchbooks, trawling through my summer photos and looking at the prepared pages for inspiration.

Islanders Sea-breeze, pastel on book pages, 25 x 18 cm

This year's red pastel painting

Hibiscus Tea, pastel on board, 19 x 22

My garden in autumn gets very red.  There is raspberry, tomato, magenta, salmon, fuscia, rosehip, hibiscus…you get the idea.  So when I pick bouquets, inevitably it's difficult to work around red and pink. I arranged this still life a week ago but hadn't had time to draw it until today. Yesterday, hoping I would have time, I re-picked the bouquet. I have been looking at it all week, longingly. 

At the start of drawing ( I spent about six hours on it) it felt impossible to use the colours I saw to describe what I saw.  They were too intense, too overpowering. As I perservered and found the correct value, pattern and form the drawing needed it got more peaceful, that was my objective… to reflect back the joy and elegance of an autumnal corner of a house.