The Painting is Always King

Kingdom of Flora (30 x 20 cm) egg tempera on panel

I set up the still life for this painting on the 13th of July. Between then and now I finished a portrait for an NHS Hero, did plenty of pastel drawings in my sketchbooks, and gessoed 38 panels - this panel was the last of my bigger panels.  The new panels are all bigger and they have a coat of rabbit skin glue, followed by nine coats of gesso and then another coat of rabbit skin glue. There is a lot of waiting for things to dry. It's laborious but also uplifting - so much hope. The panels took two days this time.   I'm not sure when I actually began this painting but I certainly had something down over last weekend. It was stop and go but I also had a few problems from the outset.  The set up was more square than horizontal and the only panel I had was a long panel, . The flowers didn't live very long, at all.  The Gazanias died in about half a day. I couldn't really replace the flowers once they'd died.  It is the start of my dahlia season, there weren't any new ones blooming yet. I wasn't really convinced by the colours in the arrangement at all.  When I put the colours I saw on the panel, there was always something discordant, or simply ugly about it. But I I wasn't going to let that stop me.

Although I have plenty of objects to choose from, I like to vary what I am looking at and imagine people like to see different things. As a compulsive charity shopper, Covid 19 has forced me into a less consumerish way of working.  I have nothing new and exciting to begin the dialogue between the objects.

Still, as I was painting I began adding objects to the the still life to try to 'fix' things. I covered colours and objects  up and to change what I was looking at to make the composition work horizontally and to find a balance.  IT IS MUCH BETTER TO PLAN YOUR STILL LIFE CAREFULLY SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO REARRANGE ON THE PANEL. One day I decided that I needed an orangeish shape on the right hand side.  I trawled through Pinterest until I found what I needed. The plums rotted. The leaves shrivelled up and I had to redraw things as I brought fresh items to the table. On Friday (looking at my third bouquet) I remembered it was OK to paint what I needed, not what I saw. I was suddenly Rousseau looking at my tabletop peaceable kingdom. 

I think I'm convinced by it now, or is too stylised?

what I began with

Playing with subjects in Egg Tempera and then the Frame

Pink Pussy and POTUS, egg tempera on panel, 16 x 23

Back in the studio after almost a six week (forced) hiatus.  It was visitors, visits, housework, laundry, cooking and clean-up and flu that stopped play but as soon as I was able to, I was back: finishing things, and getting to things I'd been thinking about.  I've put them up in the order I completed them, from most recent to oldest.  If you have seen me in the last few years you will know that I have become something of a militant middle-aged sceptic about the state of the Union. Is this an appropriate subject for the media I chose? Should I work bigger, develop the idea to include more plonkers?

Orchid and Bowl, egg tempera on sintopia ground on paper, laid on card, 15x21cm

In this one, I wanted to focus on two of the most beautiful objects (orchid and bowl) that made their way into my studio over Christmas. As presents, I got a silverpoint holder, some pieces of silver in varying sizes and sinopia, cassein gesso, that is meant to work well with silverpoint.

I painted several pieces of paper with a few layers of sinopia and composed what later became this egg tempera.  At the National Portrait I saw that the Pre-Raphaelites painted with egg tempera on paper, so thought, why not? Until I had built up a few layers, even after I'd glued it to a board, I found that it wasn't as nice a surface to work on as my rabbit skin glue/gesso panels, but ultimately, it worked well and I like the outcome. Using a matt and framing an egg tempera drawing under glass will be a different type of experiment.

Christopher Lucas, egg tempera on panel, 16 x 23 cm,

Christopher sat for me months ago and I never could find the time to complete the portrait. I dedicated myself to doing this over the first two days back in the studio.  The real piece is richer than this. I like the way I have made him recogniseable but stayed loose. His hands are key to the painting, I think.

I dropped off for the Pastel Society early in Jan but that drawing was not ultimately successful.  Last week I dropped off for round two selection of the Royal Society of British Painters (RBA). The painting above died in a white frame so, working with Jo Hollis we decided on this ornate frame. As I had a pair, I framed them in the same way.  I hear tomorrow. 

While at the Gaugin, with Gabriella, I noticed the space above subjects.  Gaugin played with this.  I found this painting very difficult to resolve because of the space above, but will try to find the fun in point of view in the coming months and think of Gaugin!

Drawing in drawings

When I was in my teens I learned that anything is a still life and any place is an interior or a landscape.  You just have to look hard to see the magic.  We had a new model, Esme, last week.  It is hard to draw someone new.  But it's also exciting.  Someone like me, who enters into every drawing as though I have never drawn before, really has no idea what will happen when the new model begins to emerge on the page.  Local colour is repetitive… it's the same rust coloured cushion, the same white radiator, the same grey brown floor.  I shift the colours one direction and the other colours follow, if I'm lucky.

Yesterday I turned the page with Esme to the front of my pad and put it next to a new jug of flowers  I'd treated myself to.  I found a scarf I'd bought in Edinburgh at a second hand shop, a bowl from a different charity shop, my scarf and gloves and celery-coloured pumpkin I'd grown. I love the chaos of finding the rhythm and the energy without drawing the forms. Both drawings are 6 x 6"

I also love taking drawings or books and using them as objects in subsequent drawings!

a real postcard for the virtual drawing group from Tina

Tina and Christopher wrote to thank us for a dinner we hosted recently.  Tina writes, ' A postcard to join the collection.' I have a few of Tina's postcards but I suspect she is referring to my mail art collection.... Tina calls this beautiful pastel, one of many that she has created at the flat in Aldeburgh, Anemone Blanda.  Many thanks Tina!